I love the holidays!

Reminder

Get organized!

Oh, and one college app. done. Five to go....

Mess

i'm at a low point in my life right. i am completely unstable. i can't take another disappointment. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just need some good in my life right now.

Help

what am i doing with my life?

Bubble Toes

So school started last week and at first it really sucked. I was in IB Chem HL and I was bound to fail if I stayed in the class. Thankfully, I was called down to guidance yesterday and got to recreate my whole schedule. Now I have friends in every class except for english but that's not a big deal. Work is getting too much; Saturday I am scheduled for an 8 1/2 shift and there is no way in hell I can do it. I will go insane! I already called in Sunday because I was in the middle of a meltdown sooo they will probably fire my ass if I call in again. Cari's birthady dinner was Sunday which turned out to be a really good time. The food was amazing, and no flip out on my part like last year lol. Of course school just started and there is guy drama already. I always fall for the same shit everytime, but oh well. Oh, and it's a 4 day weekend so I am pretty happy.

Junior Year <3

Jobs!

So far this is what I have:
Walgreens- applied
Sears- applied & have an interview Wednesday
Marshalls- applied
Target- applied???
TJ Maxx- do i really want to work there...no (maybe applying)
Mario's- yeah right
Bed Bath & Beyond- i should apply here, and probably will within the next week

What a depressing post

School will be over in a few weeks, and as of right now I have no idea what I'm doing this summer. I haven't signed up for driver's ed. and I haven't found a job yet, so this all really BLOWS. Last weekend was one of the best weekends I've had in a long time, and this one was just so disappointing. I guess I expected every weekend from then on to be just the same. Maybe my expectations for everything are too high. There were moments I found myself having fun last night, but really if you asked me I'd say it was completely boring. I hate the fact that I'm broke. I can't buy anything anymore, and I'm starting to wonder if anyone will hire me.

Midterms are over

Finally! So math was pretty easy like I expected. Too bad I couldn't remember how to do one of the problems in my calculator. English was fucking annoying, who needs 4 essays to tell how good of a writer someone is? I think I did really well on the HOTA midterm, but physics....eh not so good. Nowwwww it's off to work- fun fun.

Finally

the week is over. midterms start next week. kinda nervous for physics and hota considering those are the hardest subjects. just have to get through two days of work and some studying. subway has the best sandwiches in the world. i ate so much today, and now it's time for pizza.

Saturday